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Monday, October 06, 2008
BLUr x2
Hello.. I noe it have been a long time since I type a word on this blog.. Well.. No time to update.. So jus “crap” a bit.. Hmmm.. 18th le. And it passed 18 days(include the actual day) Hahas.. Well.. birthday was one of the better days this year.. everthing so like in the way i wan.. it's gd for already.. Upon the time when I was trying to make a wish in front of my fabulous cake.. My mind was blank.. I cant think of any goals or and thing that I wan in life.. so my wish was to HAPPY.. 18th was like the last day of weilin.. Haix.. I felt meaningless in life lorx.. Why? Why? I cant see my goal.. I dunno wat I wan.. Why? Why do I feel so low… It’s not that I don have frens.. But why… Haix.. Everyday seem to be a routine.. Wake up --> work --> slp holidays is almost up.. but i still working.. haix.. where do i have the time to play peacefully.. in my mind.. i kept think that i have a lot of thing that need mi to do.. but.. i don have the time.. i oso dunno why.. haix.. who can help mi? boo.. even hundred of lollipop wouldn't help now.. when will i be back to normal..? be happier? hope i could just be sec one forever.. care free.. happily bullying gals.. playing tgt wit guys.. lol.. at least i will be happier.. i wanna go out and have a break!!! who can help mi..!!! thinkin of sch starting.. it's like another mystery for mi.. i'll be meetin news "fren" again which will happen every sem.. cos we will be changing classes.. haix.. all my fren are only concern in their studies.. e.g. if i fall down.. they wont do anything or even laugh.. BUT.. if their GRADE drop.. they will CRY like close ones passed away le.. i may seem kua zhang.. but it's smth liddat.. (* but only someone of them) well.. all the best to mi la.. don worry... i shall SMILEX ALWAYS~ heex.. ytd jus went out wit ky, jr, deon and zk.. to watch eagle eye.. not bad... quite nice.. hahas than we head for prata at jalan kayu.. we ate like $28 + which like the prata got gold.. the cheese prata veri exp.. i think their cheese is from china.. cos u cant buy those thing from china le.. that why preious/exp.. hmmm.. shall update my bdae when i have the time ba.. which may be long.. hahas.. cos oso got alot of photo mahx.. hahas.. that's all for today ba.. ta ta.. takkaire.. ~Ace KoK~ ~Smilex Always~ |
